Thus

I only have one sibling… but its more like I am an only child.

I never hear from him.

Does not talk to me.

Does not care.

I am slighty hurt…

No one will ever read this, so I have nothing to worry about.

Give me patience. Please.

Upset.

I’m pretty sure a couple or a few people think I’m being indifferent to a specific situation, but I’m actually trying to play it out strong. They don’t know I pray every night and that my thoughts are all in one single place all day long, they don’t realize that I’ve been truly contemplating the idea of doing a manda. I do care, and I do hurt too, I’m just trying to be strong to support them, no use will I be if I break down with them…. *sigh*